here is bjork and portishead lyrics, compare to rachel original lyrics
and i'm nearly done with the remix... now only need a singer to sing this song, any takers??? hahah

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Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, here
Darling, I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you

Gloomy Sunday

Listening to: lou courtney - hey joyce

Don't bother saying you're sorry

Why don't you come in

Smoke all my cigarettes again

Every time I get no further, How long has it been?

Come on in now, wipe your feet on my dreams

You take up my time, Like some cheap magazine

When I could have been learning something

Oh well, you know what I mean, oh I've done this before

And I will do it again

Come on and kill me baby, While you smile like a friend

Oh and I'll come running, Just to do it again

You are the last drink I never should have drunk

You are the body hidden in the trunk

You are the habit I can't seem to kick

You are my secrets on the front page every week

You are the car I never should have bought

You are the dream I never should have caught

You are the cut that makes me hide my face

You are the party that makes me feel my age

Like a car crash I can see but I just can't avoid

Like a plane I've been told I never should board

Like a film that's so bad but I've got to stay till the end

Let me tell you now: it's lucky for you that we're friends.

Listening to: Pulp - Like A Friend

I caught a glimpse, but its been forgotten
So here we are again
I made a vow, to carry you home... home

I really tried to do what you wanted
It all went wrong again

I made a vow, to carry you home
If you fall sick, if you pass out

I figured it out, I can see again

listening to: The Dears - Warm and Sunny Days

last 3 days was tiring for me cuz sat i got my own party.. it didnt went well like the last 2 party, but it's ok i guess.. meet the old frens and all.. was drinking alot but still sober..
damn it, but when the next day wakes up, my world was really upside down.. i guess the beers effect came late to me.. haha
on my b'day yesterday went out to my fren shop to change my t shirt, cuz he gave me the wrong size.. den head to town cuz i wanna check this adidas communist cap.. but shit they never bring in to spore.
den head down to esplande to drink our heart out wif the crew.. we order like 6 jugs and share by 6 of us.. and get 1 more jug free.. haha. was quite happy.. althou not all is der, but i find it kewl to hang out again...
and they try to makes me drunk by playing dis game we always play when it's someones b'day..
dat is give the mug full and ta the drink till 1/2, like 4 times in a row.. lucky i like take a gulp on the 3 ones.. most of them are like hyper.. den we head down to bar none, cuz my fren band is playing.. so i just stay der for awhile.. and still they wanna drink.. but it's a gd nite out on my b'day.. a gd b'day present..

listening to: Bloc Party - So Here We Are

today i i help an unknown girls who were sleeping on the stairscase...

when i wanna goes up my block i saw this girl sleeping, who i thought was a ghost... scared me for awhile big times..
thought like i dun see anything.. den feel so sorry, cuz her things was like all over, i offer my help, althou i'm scared and dun care.. hahah
try to wake her up in many attempt... she like stone like that.. never move, dat make even more scary.. haha
den i ask which story she stay, at first 3 den she walk to the 2 floor.. she what drunk peoples think.. hahah
i was like trying to hold her from falling.. but i see dat i also quite tipsy from drinking.. haha
and actually she make to her home, but den she sat infront of her door.. and sleep again.. damn she.. tot i can go back and sleep ald.. haha..
i need to like stay and wake her again.. so troublesome she.. haha..
ask where was the key.. she search for it.. den never found it, den went back to slp... quite irritating i find it..
wanna help her find the keys, but i dun dare check her bag, i scare if anything happen , it's my fault.. ahhaha
den she try to find it again, she manage to find it, but she sleep again.. i nearly wanna bash her head on the wall, cuz i feeling very tired and tipsy, not as if she the only ones... arghhhhhh
but then i try to ask which keys to which, lucky she gave me the correct ones..
even need to like send her inside to the room, that makes me more scary cuz i scare the parent wokes up and find she drunk and who am i, lucky i like try to find some werds if the parents wokes up.. hahhaa
then i like ask whether she wants some water... and i had to take some water for her, when i goes into the room, she was vomiting outside the window, den i was like thinking, if somebody happen to walk under it.. hahahah...
sure kena the vomit like it's raining.. hahah
den i offer her the drink, lucky she likes can wakes up abit, den i was like u can lock yr own door or not? den she said yes... whoa... atlast i can go home and rest.. hahaha,
she said thanks to me.. and i feel like a saint.. atlast my kindess people accept.. haha
den i go home wif a big smile on my face cuz i thought it was quite funny.. dat i actually do it.. hahah
den i go home thinking to myself, so now i shld try to sleep, tinking what a saint am i... and lucky for that girl that it's me who found her, not some other peoples.. hope she can sleep soundly, and wakes up thinking that she is fine in her room... haha
bless me and the girl... hahaha

nitey....

listening to: Tortoise - I Set My Face To The Hillside