Feeling

today start werk.. and it feel weird.. dunno why.. feel like it's my first time there
been standing all e times and times flies really slow like ppls pause n play during they watch porn.. hur hur.

and today feeling is really sucky.. esp when i got home.. feel sth is not dat rite.. and yes i guess it rite but not dat sure whether what i tink is really happen.. well ppls mind can really drift so far dat u can imagine.. welllll i got it.. and sometimes what u feel n tink can be so rite.. jus dat it's a big QUESTION MARK. if only i got the power to know the bloody truth... well dat suck too if u know much of the truth on earth. well now trying to drift back to my own world and try hard not to tink bout it.. just dat the feeling is so strong u find it hard to erase. if only i can reboot my cpu(mind). i can be a happy man again.. hur hur.. hopefully when i wake up later today it'll be gone.. dat if i can slp... damn dis kind of vibe always get on me.. welll i just have to deal wif it... be it now later or till u are dead.. need to be on space really bad... only god can help me now.. and let me walk the straight path of life....................................................
And yah i miss dat someone althou dis relate to her somehow... if only i could tell her dat i miss her.. but i tink she dun wanna listen also.. hur hur.. so let it be like dis.. better for both.. i tink.. heeee..

till den may everybody GOD bless u all gd ppls out der... Amen to dat...

Cheers